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28 June 2009 @ 03:36 am

I love sports movies. Not the psuedo-commercial ones like GOAL, but the ones with heart like Remember the Titans, A League of Their Own, Any Given Sunday and other random ones, even Jerry Maguire.

There's just something about team sports that is so inspirational that by the end of the show, you're rooting for the players like they're your best friends. And an even stranger phenom, once you get started, you'll keep watching even though you don't know any of the names of the Z-list actors in the show, you're just rooting for the team to win! 

So imagine my horror when despite my weird TV show addiction, it took me so long to discover this gem of a show - Friday Night Lights.

(sidenote: Dalton Ross and Michael Ausiello of EW, I am deeply humbled)



I'm sorry pals if I've been going on and on about the show that I just finished all 3 seasons in one sitting (which means every single day, ep by ep and burning the "midnight oil" just so that i can catch up to the current season) but it truly is one helluva show.

And I must admit that I will now need to revise my top 5 fave shows to include this. Let me ponder on which one I should give up before making it formal.

OK I digress. Back to the topic.

I "tried out" one episode of FNL thanks to Taylor Kitsch (my latest crush). I wanted something to fill the emptiness that the summer hiatus for all my TV shows have brought about, and since I love Taylor, I thought, why not check out his show?


(Taylor Kitsch as Tim Riggins 33, in all his glory. Yums.)



And I got hooked. Promptly.

How much do I love the show? Let me count thy ways:

1. The quintessential small town charm
Set in the fictional town of Dillon (but filmed in Austin, Texas), it focuses on a small football-crazy community, the kind where everyone knows everyone, and people just go to the same places to hangout, eat and chillax. It's almost like Stars Hollow in Gilmore Girls but more realistic. The sets on GG were just too pretty.

2. The football
OK firstly I know nuts about American football. Soccer is what we follow in this part of the world. But watching the show is like learning a new sport altogether. Now I know abit about what the quarterback does, I know that there are positions like the running back, the tailback. They train in terms of defense and offense. And can I just say the games are just pretty darn exciting. I find myself wanting a "Dillon Panther" sweatshirt and ring just for the sake of it.

3. Coach + Mrs T

Who is this dude called Kyle Chandler? I imdb-ed him and I still have no clue who the freaking hell he is, but can I just say that he is one fucking hell of an actor. He's like the Sandy Cohen of the show but 10,000 times better and I find him just amazing to watch. His wonderfully woeful, wounded eyes deserve acknowledgement in the credits. They convey a whole lot more than his lines and I feel for this man. His scenes with his wife Connie Britton (also friggin' amazing) are just brilliant. The chemistry these two have, makes me want to grow up and find my own Kyle Chandler.

4. Non-stereotypical characters
You know how when you watch any show, there's bound to be stereotypes within the given genre. The black kid who loses his temper in the first scene is definitely the trouble-maker, the one who's from a crap family and who doesn't give a damn about consequences. The trailer-park white trash girl with the stripper sister and drunk mother is the definitely the slut of the high school. The perfect head cheerleader with the star quarterback boyfriend, the perfect loving-family and straight A results will be the poster-girl of the school.

But the weird thing about this show is that it really does start out like that, making you think, OH, WHAT'S NEW. And then really quickly, within the first few epsidoes of the season, dispels every single stereotype you can ever have in your mind. Nothing is predictable and set in stone. (can't reveal spoilers, just in case any one actually wants to watch) It goes against norms and somehow it works wonders.

5. Amazing writing
I don't really know if you can attribute it to the writers but i think this is one of the very few dramas out there where the actors get to improv on the job. They get a whole lot of freedom to actually include stuff that they think is suitable for their characters. I've also read in interviews that the producers love keeping it real, in all senses of the word, that means no rehearsals before they start shooting and very often using the first take to keep the rawness, the reality and the feelings of the characters intact.  (barring bloopers of course)

OK i could go on and on, but i just wanted to share about this really good show that tugs at your heartstrings. There's so little of that Hollywood commercial crap and so much of the smalltown-heart that makes this show so awfully awesome. So, if you do get a chance to see it on StarWorld, try sitting through one ep, and maybe you'll fall in love with Dillon too.


p/s pals, here's Minka Kelly, whom I call poor man's Leighton Meester. She doesn't really look like Blair completely but certain angles, she's a deadringer.



 


 
 
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pamishere16
06 June 2009 @ 11:27 pm
EDIT: OK confirm plus chop watched it before, cos i know what happens to the man in the subway.


I think i may have seen the film PARIS JE T'AIME before, cos it's all so familiar, but then the impression that the film left on me was so fleeting that I don't seem to remember it.

OK but I admit that I do not have the best memory in the world when it comes to film. Je ne sais pas?!?

It made me wish I had worked harder on my french back in the day cos it was atrocious.

I can still recognise some words here and there, and i can still scold "salope" to any french bitch, but, i can barely remember how to conjugate my verbs anymore. The only french words that i'm still really familiar with now are "quinze", "trente", "quarante" and "egalite" all of which are used in tennis. hahah.

I should type out my french essay one day, i'm sure it'll still be hilarious.  

Here's something that should strike a chord with people who understand, to those who have love and lost.


"Je pense que je ne vous connais pas.

Je ne vous identifie pas.

Votre chemise est nouvelle, votre chaussure est nouvelle, votre sourire est différent.

Je ne vous connais pas.

Mon ami, vous n'êtes pas.

Je suis un peu triste, mais je sais, je sais c'est la vie.

J'ai rien, mais j'ai mon mémoires. "
 
 
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pamishere16
28 May 2009 @ 12:55 am

I can't believe my fave tennis player, aside from Federer, has retired from tennis.

Why Coria why?

He was once the player to look out for especially when it came to the clay court season.

Found this excerpt: "One of Coria’s most celebrated matches (and losses) took place at the 2005 Rome Masters, where he extended Rafael Nadal to 5 sets and over 5 hours on court."

sigh.

"Former French Open finalist Guillermo Coria retired from tennis at age 27 on Tuesday.

Coria, a finalist for Roland Garros in 2004 and formerly ranked third in the world, said he had been considering stepping down from the sport for months.

"I didn't feel like competing anymore," Coria said in statements published on the Argentine Tennis Association's Web site. "I've made the decision I will not play again."

Coria won nine titles during his career, reaching his peak in 2004, when he lost in the final of the Roland Garros to Gaston Gaudio, catapulting him to third in the world rankings.

Coria's decline began a year later after he won the Umag tournament -- his last title."

Apparently WIKI says it's due to a condition called service yips. sigh sigh sigh. Will miss ya CORIA!!!! :( :( 






 
 
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pamishere16
25 May 2009 @ 12:34 am

well, i don't really know where to start, but i just wanted to rant, to let this day be known as the day I averted a 'disaster'.

let's just say that while i felt slightly irritated, pissed, disappointed and most of all, duped, last night,  a change in perspective set me back on course and while it may have sucked finding out the truth in the wee hours of the morning, i realised it's way better than not realising it.

it may seem a little cryptic now, but there are so many things i can't pen down in words, mainly cos it's too personal.

but in a gist, i guess i have the knack of sieving out the assholes from the haystack.

i'm not feeling too bummed out cos i think a huge part of me is actually numb. i'm beginning to be able to compartmentalise so much better and feelings are just like on-off switches these days. i just turn them off and in about 12 hours, i'm back to full-functioning order.

i'm sure i will be laughing about it in the next week or so. for now, i'm just miffed at that momentary lapse of judgement where you let your guard down, you falter, you give in. i'm just angry with myself for actually letting up, for going soft, for being nice so that people can swoop in and take advantage of me once again.

but still, no regrets. it was fun while it lasted, and i'm sure the people around me had way more fun laughing about it.

who knew, that something that started out of nonchalence, actually made a slight dent in my life.

c'est la vie.


 

 
 
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pamishere16
13 May 2009 @ 02:51 am
i <3 this song.
disclaimer: does not reflect my current sitaution. 
just rewatched the bit in O.C where Anna was leaving and Seth raced to the airport to say bye.
poignant to a fault.

If you leave, don't leave now
Please don't take my heart away
Promise me just one more night
Then we'll go our separate ways
We've always had time on our sides
Now it's fading fast
Every second every moment
We've gotta make it last

I touch you once I touch you twice
I won't let go at any price
I need you now like I needed you then
You always said we'd still be friends, someday

If you leave I won't cry
I won't waste a single day
But if you leave don't look back
I'll be running the other way
Seven years went under the bridge
Like time was standing still
Heaven knows what happens now
You've got to say you will

I touch you once I touch you twice
I won't let go at any price
I need you now like I needed you then
You always said we'd meet again

I touch you once I touch you twice
I won't let go at any price
I need you now like I needed you then
You always said we'd still be friends

I touch you once I touch you twice
I won't let go at any price
I need you now like I needed you then
You always said we'd meet again someday

If you leave
If you leave
Don't look back
Don't look back

- If you leave by Nada Surf -
 
 
pamishere16
27 April 2009 @ 01:47 am
In the latest ep of GA, Owen had a breakthrough in therapy when he said he felt shameful for having knowingly drawn Cristina into a relationship when he knew he'd wreck her.

Seriously. Don't we all do that to each other repeatedly?

Don't we all dive right in, even when we know it's not going to be good for us?
 
 
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pamishere16
23 April 2009 @ 12:00 am
it's calming, sitting in the dark, in the still of the night.

there's something poetic about looking at the raindrops pelting down on the window panes.

even when i'm not one to romanticise about the little details.

flashes of lightning jolt me out of my thoughts, in between my Gossip Girl and my Mad Men. whoever said alliteration was passe?

even the simple chime of the msn alert, seems louder than usual.

but yet it's so weird that i can still hear my heart beat.

the night is so oddly perfect, yet i wouldn't mind being disrupted with your imperfection.

but yet it's not you i hear. it's diving beckoning, it's gossip beckoning. at the same time. how coincidental.

maybe it's a sign. that there is more to life than waiting at bus stops.

i never wait for buses. i hate public transport. i hate sharing the same space with hoi pollois.

maybe that's why cabs are great. no matter what happens, it's yours, till the next passenger comes along.

so now is the time to refrain from looking indignant when others are complimented.

run towards your mum if you want praises sung to your face, and not whine blatantly about biasness.

aren't we old enough to stop reading books and watch dvds instead?

it's time to skip to the ending. so near yet so far, but yet it's not written in the stars.

blabbering nonsense, spouting crap. not so becoming of a girl in the still of the night.

shall leave this in cyberspace and head off to the land of dreams

au revoir.
 
 
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pamishere16
12 April 2009 @ 04:21 pm
I have no freakin clue why my father isn't a lawyer cos he could possibly have been made chief justice by now.

He'll make a fabulous prosecuter cos when he cross-examines you, he tears you into tiny bite size pieces, chews on you and then spits you out again.

He'll make an amazing defence attorney, if he was defending himself, cos he sure does believe in his client - himself.

Most of you who know me will know that I have a love/hate relationship with my father. Today just happens to be one of those days when love has taken a back seat (like wayyyy wayyyy back in a 40-seater bus) in our relationship.
 
 
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pamishere16
05 April 2009 @ 11:07 pm

 

 

OK it's been a couple of months since I sat my ass down to arrange all my random pics to post it up on my blog.
So here are some pics for memory's sake. Mouse over the pics for captions.

1. At the Adidas anniversary party where we "saw" Edison Chen. He's one good-looking son of a bitch. Free flow beer. Can't complain. 
Went for Lian's birthday drinks at Winebar after and danced the night away inside Zouk.

2. Did a guerilla marketing stunt on the MRT for this year's bachelors to promote the events.

3. Farewell dinner with the girls at Sunset Bar and Grill at Seletar Camp (the Pearl Harbour like place which i absolutely love). I tried half a level 10 chicken wing and i almost died. Sticking to level 5 instead.

4. EB finals night. OK there are many un-postable pictures that will never see the light of day cos it's just too embarrassing. Most of the pictures you will see are when i was still in a semi-sober state. It was a fabulous night for one and all, so, let's just remember my mantra of what happens in zirca, stays in zirca.

 

 
 
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pamishere16
01 April 2009 @ 02:22 am

Just watched the final run of The Winter's Tale at the Esplanade earlier on and I loved it.

Loved the sets, direction and the acting was superb. Wanted to watch it at first, just to see Ethan Hawke, and I figured, how bad could it possibly be, cos it's Shakespeare. Turns out it was more than I bargained for. Just wished our seats were better, but can't really complain since we got it at 50% off.

Some lines really stuck in my mind, like "to be paddling palms and pinching fingers, As now they are, and making practised smiles"

and  "My lord, your sorrow was too sore laid on, Which sixteen winters cannot blow away,"

The phrases that Wills used are just too smart. But one semi-soliloquy when King Leontes was ranting was really really good. All I could remember was how the word "nothing" was repeated and it wasn't when I came home to google did i get what it really meant.

LEONTES
Is whispering nothing?
Is leaning cheek to cheek? is meeting noses?
Kissing with inside lip? stopping the career
Of laughing with a sigh?--a note infallible
Of breaking honesty--horsing foot on foot?
Skulking in corners? wishing clocks more swift?
Hours, minutes? noon, midnight? and all eyes
Blind with the pin and web but theirs, theirs only,
That would unseen be wicked? is this nothing?
Why, then the world and all that's in't is nothing;
The covering sky is nothing; Bohemia nothing;
My wife is nothing; nor nothing have these nothings,
If this be nothing.


THIS IS WHY SHAKESPEARE IS KING.

But i read somewhere that Sam Mendes actually took it upon himself to add in symbolism into the play. Apparently, the countries of Sicilia and Bohemia were supposed to be like the UK and US, thus the characters from Sicilia were played by mostly British actors while the folks from Bohemia were played by American actors. Even the colours of the balloons in the 2nd act, red, white and blue were inspired by the association.

Fascinating how much you can draw from just one little move. Nice.
 
 
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pamishere16
29 March 2009 @ 07:53 pm
I tinkled the ivory keys for the first time in two years.
 
 
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pamishere16
29 March 2009 @ 02:39 am
I just finished watching the latest ep of grey's anatomy, and I know no one else watches the show, except for Bern, but i'm just going to write it before i forget that this is one of the best eps ever.

I must say that this season is right up there with their best seasons, and it can definitely rival that of their glorious season two, before all that george-callie-izzie drama and before burke left.

Alex took over the voiceover duties from Mer this week, so it rocks my socks, cos i <3 Alex.

Took this from the GA writers' blog and I couldn't have said it better:

"I adore Alex, always have. And this was the perfect time to have him narrate the show, since he’s just learned that Izzie is dying. When Alex is venting to Meredith in the on-call room-- Oh man, but  I’m telling you –  we ALL teared up on set when we were shooting Justin in that scene. He’s just tremendous. We don’t get to see Alex Karev be vulnerable very often, so when we finally do… It is so worth it. Especially when he says that this wasn’t how he wanted to make a baby with Izzie... Love him. Couldn’t love him more in that moment."

I also really love Kevin McKidd as Owen Hunt as well, he adds a very raw but powerful force to the cast. The man just came back from Iraq and he's tough as nails on the outside but wounded and vulnerable on the inside. The chemistry between him and christina is way more intense than any of the many many couples in the hospital.

I guess the Mer/Der romance is wrapping up pretty nicely and i thought the whole elevator scene was really appropriate.

Still, the line that striked me most,

"You say you're dark and twisty. It's not a flaw. It's a strength. It makes you who you are."

+

Incidentally i just started watching this new series called Trust Me, helmed by two actors i really love, Tom Cavanagh (from Ed, who really aged alot) and Eric McCormack of Will and Grace. It's abit like the modern day Mad Men, also about ad agencies, the sexist nature of the industry and a whole lot of bromance going on there. Love it for the two actors, but not so sure it's going to make it past season one. fingers crossed.

 

 
 
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pamishere16
27 March 2009 @ 12:26 am
I've been trying to post an entry since forever, and everytime I start, I end up getting distracted by something that's happening around me, or just losing my train of thought.

So much has changed and I'm really really tired just trying to acclimatise myself with everything that has been going on. It's not all bad, it's just that I need to get used to it.

But I am determined to finish this entry tonight, just to document what has happened so far, so that when I'm old and don't remember jackshit, at least I can come back and refer to this.
  • I left CLEO.
  • For those who don't already know, I'm with Mediacorp Publishing.
  • Still not sure if it's the right decision, but I'm going to try to roll with it for now.
  • Completed my last bachelors, and boy was it a good one even though I wasn't in charge of striptease this year.
  • Too many pictures that I need to post but I'm too lazy to do so.
  • Went to Sunset Bar and Grill for De and my farewell, tried level 10 chicken wings but could only finish half. Level 5 was still manageable.
  • Prior to that had another farewell at Cuscaden after EB preview. Ended up playing GH till 5am.
  • Finals party was held in Zirca this year, and erm, from what i can rem, it was a great after-party. :)
  • Now that I'm a week into my new job, I really miss the girls sorely. :(
OK less talking more pictures the next time.

Life is everychanging but i guess I'm happy that it's going this way for now.
 
 
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pamishere16
18 March 2009 @ 07:23 pm

I'm sitting here at coffee bean on a weekday evening, writing thank you cards to the girls in the office. To say I'm feeling sad is an understatement.

Maybe I'm being all emo about this but I can't help but feel that everything is about to change.

Leaving CLEO is prob e last thing I thought I would do seeing as how I almost died trying to get in. But I guess when ur time is up, it just is.

Still not sure how everything will be at the new place, but I'm sure I'll survive. I just have to.

Right now, I just have to make sure I don't fall.

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pamishere16
08 March 2009 @ 12:21 pm
I guess that's the way life is - it's full of surprises. Just when you thought everything was peachy, it's not. The peaches somehow miraculously turn into a basket of lemons.

Things aren't really how they appear to be. People, aren't really how they appear to be, especially after a few beers.

For the amount of times I stood by this friend of mine,  I never thought she would be anything less than a friend to me. Apparently, I thought wrong. Was i surprised? Not really. I know her nature and she is pretty capable of doing that. 

I can't say that she has done any wrong by me, for all is fair in whatever game we're playing. I'm just not one to jump into the boxing ring and fight it out, just to get myself into a bizarre situation I don't even know if it's worth it.

I'd rather live a drama-free life.

I guess at the end of the day, I'm just really gutted and disappointed with her.
 
 
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pamishere16
22 February 2009 @ 08:36 pm
everyone who has been through a bad breakup has been down revolutionary road.

the crying, quarrelling, screaming, shouting seem all but too familiar. even the fake smiles after the huge fight and the deafening silences that follow.

i just watched the movie starring kate and leo and i can't really decide if it's depressing or not.

it kinda reminds you of dark, depressing days. the dying moments of a relationship. that in itself is saddening.

but then it also reminds you, exactly, of what you don't want in a relationship. it tells you that if you're in that place, that you should get out as quickly as you can. it tells you what you'd like to avoid in your very next relationship, and reminds you that some things can't be fixed.

the film was enlightening.

it brought up the underlying subtext in every dying relationship without being too contrite. it is afterall sam mendes. i loved it.

"If being crazy is about living life like it matters, I don't care if we're completely insane." - April Wheeler
 
 
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pamishere16
16 February 2009 @ 02:05 am

Such is life. There are ups and downs, busy frenzied moments and quiet, restful ones.

For the former, the adrenaline rush makes you just go,go,go with your gut feel, impulse and instinct. You seem to forget that you need to breathe.
The latter makes you overanalyse everything, makes you mull over every small sign that comes your way. It even makes you pay attention to the rhythm of your heartbeat.

I guess this weekend seems to be the latter where somehow everything just whizzes by but yet I seem to be operating in slow-motion, like in a Wong Ka Wai movie.

I spent a lot of time catching up on movies and I watched a whole bunch of them on my laptop in the comfort of my bed. Slumdog Millionaire, Milk, Vicky Cristina Barcelona, Definitely Maybe, Breakfast at Tiffany's were all fab films.

I really liked Slumdog for the way it was filmed. How Danny Boyle made even the slums appear so romantic, full of colour and life is beyond me.
But Milk made me tear more than anything. I'm a sucker for biopics and I can't believe someone had to fight so hard just to be accepted as the social norm.

I'm dying to watch Revilutionary Road but I decided that since it's Vday weekend, I shan't try to dampen my own spirits by watching something depressing.

I guess it was a rather reflective weekend, trying to find meaning in my current life.

One of the lines I rem from VCB is "unfulfiled love is always the most romantic" And I can't help but think how true it is.

With something that could have been, it's often romanticised in your mind, it could have been really sweet, happy etc etc. There is a certain hope and possibility. But with fulfiled love, it actually means you've tried, fought and failed. Absolutely nothing romantic about that.

So is it better to have loved or better to have loved in the mind? One's a clear dead end, and the other's a 'pandora's box' full of possibilities.

One can only begin to wonder.

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pamishere16
11 February 2009 @ 12:17 am
a friend of mine was telling me abt a girl he once liked. it happened abt 5-6 years ago and he admitted that she may be the one that got away.

well, as i listened to him talk abt her, i got a mental picture of what the girl is like, even without meeting her in person - someone who's always happy, someone you'd want to have around, the kind of girl that everyone likes, lights up the room etc etc.

sounds almost perfect eh? he went as far as saying that he knew he'd be very happy if he was with her now.

after hearing the story, i wasn't so concerned about what the end-result was, but rather, i was reeling in the power of the memory, the impression she left on him. the way he waxed lyrical about her made me wanna be her friend. she seemed almost perfect and too good to be true.

then it made me think about myself and the people around me. \i mean, would i ever have the power to be that to someone? someone who could change another's life and make another person happy? would anyone describe me almost half as nicely as the way he remembered her?

listening to it made me wanna be that person. that person with alot of love in her heart, that person who made the people around her happy, the person who laughed all the time, the person who could light up someone else's life. i want to be someone that is remembered fondly by others.

not for the accolades, but for the fact that love does makes the world go round.

love makes one a better person, so why not spread the love? i'll try. i'll laugh more, i'll tell more lame jokes, i'll help someone out, i'll lend someone a listening ear, i'll be someone's shoulder to cry on.

i'll try. 
at least for a day or two and see how long i'll last before i go back to my boring, bitchy, whiny self. :P
 
 
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pamishere16
28 January 2009 @ 01:36 pm
ok the first of the dimsum sisters to go.

i've known these pals since JC1, and in an all-girls class, we were a clique. we've been through good times and some bad times together, we've travelled to UK tog and had a blast hanging out at the caf for two whole years in JC. While we've all drifted a little from each other, it's really nice to know that we still love each other as much.

i'm really happy for cher and simon, the guy whose name was scribbled all over her econs textbk back in JC. he seems like a great guy and when she was walking down that aisle towards him, his face just lit up and we could all tell that he was holding back his tears. Now, that's what i call, true love.

hmmm, i guess it does exist in some places, between some people. :P







The original four-some. :)



The talented miss cheryl sang and played the guitar for her hubby.

With Kang and Pris.



 
 
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pamishere16
28 January 2009 @ 01:02 pm
ok this is a waaaay overdue post but i just had to post the pics here.

ans came back during the xmas break and it coincided with butter's "fake" farewell partay, so here's some pictorial evidence of the drunken nonsense we got up to.

since friends of friends are friends, i dragged ans and meng to join my pals. we bumped into randy along the way and gd times were had by all.. haha.












 
 
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